It's past time I list out the things that I want to work on in 2018.
I have two main goals that I want to focus on this year.
I am not a healthy person. I believe that. I weigh too much for my height, I have a BMI in the 30's. I have a gut. I get out of breath easily.
I am tired of it.
I know it will be difficult at 38 to get start a workout and healthy eating routine but, it has become apparent to me that I need to change or else I will continue to be unhappy.
It's not like I wanted to become an overweight, mediocre, middle age, white man. At one point I'm sure I had aspirations and visions and goals and such. I mean, don't most people have those things? I just fell off the, "I am going to work to become a better person" bandwagon somewhere in my late 20's and early 30's. I don't really remember why, or if there was even a conscious moment when I said I was going to stop. It just kind of happened and became my routine. I know I've been tired of this routine for awhile now. But, I've been the best procrastinator in the history of procrastination and haven't started working on it because
As for the second goal. It's pretty easy to explain.
I'm tired of spending all my money on useless things. I'm tired of running credit card debt for stupid purchases. I'm tired of living paycheck to paycheck. I'm tired of wondering if I'll have enough to save for retirement.
Pretty much everything I want to work on this year boils down to: "I'm tired of X".